I grew up in a strict religion and without much knowledge of sexuality. Sure, as a teen, I snuck a peek at a couple of Playboys I encountered, but it was always just a brief glance at the photos before I got caught. While beautiful, the women seemed to all have very similar body types, and while I now realize I was almost certainly looking at ladies who had opted for cosmetic surgery, at the time, my body didn't seem to measure up. I battled body dysmorphia and eating disorders over the years. After a lot of therapy and support, I finally reached a place of self-acceptance, and eventually, love. I have found that taking photos of my body, even just for my own viewing, has helped me to see myself in a more endearing light. I even think I'm pretty cute these days! I'm nearing my 5th decade, and I want to say to all of those who struggle with loving their bodies - please keep trying. You are worth it. Your happiness is worth it.

– L.